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Tue, Feb. 17th, 2004, 07:54 pm
too long..........

had fun with pigs eyes today, real good fun, disection and all. my one had some sort of disease or something cos the outer bit was completely black, so's you couldnt see the pupil, but what the heck, im just happy i didnt have to see the blinkin thing staring at me. WIth all the black guck coming out of the thing, i would have thought i was chopping up a friggin whale. Been playing the most brutal game ive ever seen lately, goes by the name of postal 2. Theres this one place where theirs a parade ground and you can pour petrol on the band, and light em up, and these elephants that are in the parade go haywire, and attack the band + crowd, pretty sick stuff, but everyone should try it, its just, just....gore....

friday the 13th as been by, what a shame, but i rented dawn of the dead, which is pretty much something you have to see for yourself. But i thought it was good, film style and everything, sure it aint all fancy, and doesnt have tip-top special effects, but i thought it was a laugh( not in a mocking sense). Films like this should be treasured, especially with the amount of bullshit coming out of hollywoods tweens these days.
Sister insults me, she has married a leprichaun, and has already given birth to five clovers, ahhh, shes lovely though, what a lovely wee ting:)



current music: stiff little fingers- gotta getaway

Thu, Jan. 22nd, 2004, 07:22 pm
Alone

by Edgar Allan Poe
(1830)


From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

Tue, Jan. 20th, 2004, 10:19 pm
...

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in!

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in!

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move

Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004, 06:21 pm
jello biafra

"Being patriotic doesn't mean blindly following a criminal president into illegal and dangerous wars. It means doing our part to take our country back from corrupt corporate puppets who get into office because we sit on our ass and let them. "

Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004, 06:05 pm

"Now children, this is a planetarium, not a Bangkok brotherl, behave."

"I know why drugs are bad. If you do drugs you're a hippie. And hippies suck."

(0n Dolphins) "Intelligent and friendly on rye bread with some mayonnaise."

"Dolphins, eskimos, who cares? It's all a bunch of tree hugging hippie crap."

"I'm trying to make the best out of a bad situation. I don't need to hear crap from a bunch of hippie freaks living in denial! Screw you guys, I'm going home."

"Genetic engineering is man's way of correcting God's hideous mistakes, like German people."

"Ok children, let's all gather around and bob for stupid apples now. You go first Bebe. That's good, just use those mouth muscles like the girls in Beijing."

Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004, 05:58 pm
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Russian friends are good, i suggest you get yourselves one. I bought mine this summer, and have never regretted it, only cost me 10 dollars, and the quality of the guy is tip-top, thank you russia, you handywork surely does show. He's as bent as the soviet sickle, and as hard as the hammer that crosses it. Life like and everything, buy one now-----> www.russianfriends.com

Wed, Jan. 14th, 2004, 09:43 pm
Tim-Burton film day

teehee, finally something to look forward too, me and my darling sister (known as bill, shall explain later) ave decided to dedicate our saturday, yes our entire saturday to watching tim burton films. We already have nightmare before christmas, beetlejuice, mars attacks, and edward scissorhands, but need to get our hands on his batman films and sleepy hollow. Planet of the apes sucks balls, so we've ruled that one out. Coffin cakes are on the menu so i'm already drooling, pleasure, yeeeesss pleasure.....
Now to the bill thing. I have invented a theory that i call anti-names. basically you have to think of a name of youre opposite sex which is as short as possible and includes none of the letters in youre name. I know it sounds nerdy and i cant fucking remember why or how i came up with this idea i just did. Anyways thats why i call my sister bill, and she calls me jude from time to time, but she tends to forget. Best thing is that even some of her friends call her bill now, so nice to know that you have influenced some people isnt it darling, yes?, mhm...

Tue, Jan. 13th, 2004, 05:09 pm
School, bloody school

It's amazing how one can have a test for one and a half hour, yet stare at the clock the entire time. I looked down at the maths test and it was the typical, dont understand this, next question, dont understand this next question scenario. I never have managed to do that before, but now that i have it wasnt all that bad.
Yet more people i've learnt to hate today as i witnessed the teasing of a friend of mine. Some people are so fake that it makes me want to throw my guts up. When did the concept of teasing a person and becoming popular because of it occur. It's one of our saddest qualities yet so many people become "idolized" because of it. The fact that it happened when they were saying shit to him in the same classroom as he was in made it all the worse not that talking behind peoples backs is any bit more respectable. All the joys of school ey...
Coming home on the other hand was worse because "Guess what"!, I have yet another thing to do, school is taking my bloody freedom away from me. When i finally am finished with school stuff, i usually cant be arsed to do anything more than lie around watching films, so i dont really get out that much. Not that theres much to do out, cos most of my "friends" arent really into the same stuff as me. Music wise, and film wise, most of them are in my opinion retarded, or should we be nice and say "special".
It sucks being the only one in an area who likes a certain type of music/lifestyle and yet have no friends that are into the same kind of stuff to converse with. It adds to the loneliness of it all.
The only things i found funny at all today were a kid at the kindergarten where i work as a "carpenter" who i swear is the reincarnation of winnie the pooh , and a guy at the bus stop who had both hands on his umbrella leaning on it, proving to me what an uber sosse school i go to. At least we all haven't succumb to this fate.